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Exactly Everything Right
04:29
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It’s green inside
I wash my hands and my face;
I’m growing to the light
Already losing the fight
Nothing is a phantom, a father I watched walk out into the night
Dream in time
I’m moving back and forth,
a fluid freed from causal lines
Some sort of garden I primed
I’ve walked this path before, an ecstasy I broke with my mind;
that inescapable bind
Stilled in white;
distinctive empathy;
an atavistic second sight:
exactly everything right
Lean in, engaging the frame,
trip the invisible wire
Received in kind
My body covers a body,
blotting out the light
A hand embedded in mine
Get fed in optimal places at suboptimal times
Better than apathy, right?
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2. |
Jesus in the Details
02:44
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I could be your center for the weekend, baby
I could be your end in sight
I could be your center for the weekend if you like
I could be your dyer in the wool now, darling
We could pick the color tonight
I could be your dyer in the wool if that’s alright
You could make a bargain with a bad thing, honey
You could sign my name on the line
You could make a bargain with a bad thing. I don’t mind.
If I stay steady, would you stay mine?
I might
I could be your Jesus in the details, baby
I could serve it up just right
I could turn the water in your Nalgene into wine
I could be the weakness in our wishbone, darling,
snapping off the littler side
I could be the weakness in our wishbone every time
If I stay stable, would you stay alive?
I’ll try
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3. |
Stupid Love
05:58
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In the autumn of our summer years,
black coffee and yellow tea,
and the bitter dregs leaking through our teeth
Half a thought and half a memory,
half an opener, half a knife,
half a mind to move to the east coast and start anew,
but I won’t
It’s not my mind growing out in the unweeded yard
It’s not the cherry tree pink of a cartoon heart
It’s not the slate gray of instinct and fear of the dark
No, it’s just love, stupid love,
stupid love
In the spring of our thawed resurrection
I saw a wren fly into our house,
and the poor thing, all callow and lightning, can’t find its way out
So it found its way up to the attic
and I found my way up to it,
and as I watched him sing I thought I heard children and winter hymns
Maybe I did
It’s not the fruit on the sidewalk, all trampled and rot
It’s not the rattle of knowing your life’s yet to start
It’s not the fearing of someday not playing a part
No, it’s just love, stupid love
Tired and pleased,
you’re standing in line at the grocery store smiling at me
Or bored, unbound, and seen?
Who gives a shit about freedom if that’s all it means?
Do you know what I mean?
In the winter of our winter years
I burrowed awful deep,
and the gas line started leaking and put me to sleep
And I dreamed of all of the fallow fields
that I felt with my naked feet,
and I wondered, “how much race is there left to complete?”
I don’t know
It’s not the end of the line that I’m frightened to reach
It’s not the ethereal ringing of all that could be
It’s not the coldness of silence or blindness of heat
It’s not the pages and pages of menu I’ve seen
It’s not the traction of loss or the people I meet
It’s not the figs that all wasted and fell from the tree
No, It’s just love, stupid love,
Stupid love
No, it’s just love, stupid love,
Stupid love
No, it’s just love, stupid love,
Stupid love
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4. |
The Season of the Meek
04:26
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The feel of 7:30 in a room I rent for quarters on the dime
The taste of heavy breathing like cold metal on a tide from out of time
washes over me,
and then I see
an angel from a place I’ve heard before
walks in through the door,
but I’m not sure
He sits down on the couch to watch some sports
I lay down on the floor
The smell of sex and silence like that thing you meant to say but then forgot
The weary men of Gouverneur have all laid down their ploughshares and just stopped
trying to get free,
and then I see
an angel from on high stops in to say,
“You can choose another name.
Sweat out the shame.”
She looks me in the eyes as if to speak.
It’s the season of the meek.
The sight of light contracting in the blood red hue of noses, barns, and skies
The sound of church bells tolling through the ether to the bedroom where I lie
The rainbow glow of prisms breaking Day-Glo trails to places I can’t find
The honesty of mothers and the reek of good fruit rotting on the vine
stopping up the wheel,
and then I feel
an angel’s hands are opening my mouth
The words are coming out,
spittle and doubt
Rising from the city swell and streets
It’s really not that deep
An angel from on high stops in to say,
“You can choose another name.
Sweat out the shame.”
They look me in the eyes as if to speak.
It’s the season of the meek.
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The last time that I saw you,
you were waving from the door,
Turtle Fur out by the car there,
feet frozen to the floor
You were looking out at something
in the grayness of the morning
The last time that I saw you,
what it was, I wasn’t sure
The last time I went to Boston,
we drank Red Bull on the floor,
played Set till early morning,
watched videos from before.
We ate sushi on the corner,
bought candy at the store
The last time I went to Boston,
I knew I’d be back for more
You were holding on to something
You were affable and warm
You were someone I looked up to,
a better man for sure
Remember our old music?
Remember our old porch?
Now you don’t live in Boston
You don’t live anywhere anymore
Can I tell you that I love you?
Can I even up the score?
I still make rice the way you taught me
I see you every time I pour
Can I hold on this forever?
Can I listen at the door
and hear you working in your bedroom?
So much sound left to explore
The last time that I saw you,
we ate breakfast food and laughed
We talked about the new year
We joked about the past
The last time that I saw you,
we hugged and said goodbye
I won’t be going back to Boston
It’s just a place you left behind
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Moon News Bloomington, Indiana
Moon News is Liam Kingsley, a New York–born musician who currently resides in Bloomington, Indiana.
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